Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Here it is.

So I've been at school fo a complete tweleve and a half hours. I've decided that I no longer want to be at school in these large amounts of chunks. It only leaves me groggy and nutritionally unbalanced. No wonder I'm so sleep deprived and wore down. I don't know what color my eyes are anymore because they are so red and dark around them. This is by far the hardest semester here academically. I find myself unable to concentrate and even carry out everyday tasks because I don't even know which way I'm going. I'm so lost with this.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


Enough Said. 

September September.

This past week has been one for the books. I've had a migraine that I would have been better off dead with, blood pressure medicine that makes me keel, popcorn days!!!, and birthdays of sisters. It's been an interesting few days, but I miss home.

Pegan has turned 21 and I find it depressing that I can't be with her on her birthday. She spends it in Cape and me in Normal. Brittany's birthday falls on today and I bet she's overjoyed with all the wishes she's recieving. I would be.

Birthdays All Around!

The migraine day was quite the experience with closely passing out in Pot Belly's sandwich shop and being in the worst pain ever at home. The new medicine is working great for the headaches, but I haven't gotten used to the effects it has on me. I'm hoping I'll get balanced out this week.

Clinic is in full swing for me and my homework is at an all time high. My anxiety is at an all time high. Time is whirring by me at lightning speed.

I don't have enough time.
I'm not getting enough sleep.

I hope that this semester leaves me still sane and healthy.